It was never so hard to make you smile.

For over a week now, things have been strange between us. I can't pinpoint the reason and say that- it's because of THIS, or, it's because of THAT... but it's not like before. No animated chatting, no laughs from you. Most of our conversations is just the sound of us breathing. 

It's sad.

True, things are hard- the best we can do is accept reality and make do with what we can. It's so heartbreaking for me to see you like this. And the worst part is, I can't do much about it.

I've tried my shitty logic, I've tried my sad-face, and I've tried to get you to talk to me. I'm probably over reacting but it's all that's on my mind right now.

We were NEVER like this.. I NEVER ran out of things to say to you.. and it was never so hard to make you smile.