My thoughts right now.

My Chemistry teacher has a standard line for anything out-of-subject I say... "Grow up Akshara, you're not a kid anymore." And every time she says that, it's like a little part of me cries inside. Makes me think of all that lies ahead- college, work, responsibilities... *sigh* :|
I love what I had. I love what's there now. And I love what's coming.
But there are times, when you sit down and just think. About yourself, about your life. Been doing that a lot lately. 
And it scares me. Not in the 'oh-god-I'll-have-to-get-out-of-my-comfort-zone' way.. it's more of the 'what-if-nothing-works-out' feeling. 
I'm not a very opinionated person... and I'm VERY indecisive. I've been told that I worry too much about the future. But then again, my annoyingly optimistic side keeps me going. I still feel like I've just moved to Vizag and suddenly the four years that have passed, seem like a few days. Time goes by SO FAST. 
I was just telling my mum the other day that very soon I'm gonna have to pack up my stuff and leave... she just laughed and said "Yaaa, I still can't believe you're 16!"
Hell, I can't believe I'm 16. 


Well, there's a whole generation with me on this, so that's some consolation. I hope each and every one of us ends up in some place good, doing something we love.


This post was supposed to be about how I don't wanna grow up. :/
Anywayyy.


Lesson learnt: Stop thinking so much!!